What Writing Means To Me

Posted on 06. Feb, 2010 by Lisa in Featured, Writing

I spend a lot of my time driving around.  There are meetings with clients, exhibitions, art openings and now additional responsibilities as I assume the role of Public Relations Chair for AIGA CT.  It seems I’m always in my car.  Once I get home there are my kids, and their friends and their friend’s friends.  There are 3 cats and a variety of musical tunes coming from every room.  So when I get the chance, like tonight, to be at home alone… it is bliss.  I usually remain in total silence.  I have no music on, no TV. I’m happy to listen to the clock in the living room gently ticking.  The cracks and pops of house noises.  I light a lot of candles and I am able, finally, to breathe deeply.

It is this solitude that I need when writing.  It is this solitude that brings me peace and the writing which ensues allows me to express myself in words that issue from my soul.  Sometimes the words fit together so nicely, I can’t imagine who wrote them.  Sometimes the words come so dreadfully hard that I know who’s writing them.  As I reflect on the weeks events, on the art or design I’ve seen, I’m able to assimilate the colors, the patterns, brush stokes and typography and if given the opportunity… it is in these moments of quiet I am able to absorb what I’ve seen and let them become a part of me.  Writing allows me to again reflect upon and then express my thoughts. It helps me sort things out. Sometimes it seems that if I don’t write things down I haven’t actually experienced them.

The stereotypical writers life sounds so romantic.  A fire crackling in the fireplace of some cabin. The writer at her desk, with a bourbon or red wine at her hand.  Outside the rain drizzles against the windows… or perhaps instead it’s snow. Our hero, a solitary figure, toils away late at night pondering an angle or perhaps the newest character.  “It was a dark and stormy night…”

It’s still romantic to me. I love being a writer despite the fact that I fought against it for years.  And sometimes it is, in fact, the stereotypical things that I bring to my desk.  But beyond the blush, there is a bigger matter at stake.  Reality.  As a writer with deadlines and obligations I am not always able to find the solitude.  When writing for a publication, there have been many times when music is coming from every room (I wear earplugs), my cell rings or beeps relentlessly, or I am rushed because of an upcoming appointment.  There are more days than not when the words will not come.  There might be art that I do not like or issues to stand against no matter the controversy.  I must speak my mind. Writing is labor intensive and it is not for the faint of heart.  But the amazing thing is when a gallery whom I’ve reviewed calls me up, or sends me a handwritten personal letter, expressing thanks for a review I did.  “We had 60 people come into the gallery this weekend because of your article.”  Wow… The awesome power of words!  Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me. Bullshit they won’t.

Writing has the power to move the universe.  It can cause people to do things… or not.  It can bring you to tears of sorrow or make you laugh with unbridled joy.  The act of weaving words together in a most perfect way can be headier than drugs.  It is for all these reasons, the good and the bad, that I call myself, finally, a writer.

NEA Shame On You

Posted on 03. Feb, 2010 by Lisa in Art, Design, Featured

I’ll make this brief because this could turn into a real rant.  On Feb. 1, 2010, NEA (National Endowment of the Arts) released a ‘logo design contest’ call for proposals.  On Spec! You can read their Request for Proposal here.

As a board member of AIGA CT and a staunch supporter of the arts for the last 10 years…I AM APPALLED. Here’s the kicker. Despite requesting that “designers and contractors” work for free, the NEA goes on to state, “‘Art Works’ is a reminder that arts workers are real workers who are part of this country’s real economy. They earn salaries, support families, pay taxes. Artists are also entrepreneurs and place-makers, who revitalize towns, cities, and neighborhoods – both the economies and the ethos of them.”  If that’s the case, then why not actually HIRE a designer?  Designers have families, pay bills, and “are part of this country’s real economy” as well. Why not send out a real RFP (request for proposal) based on experience, style and chemistry, and then hire the best team for the job?

As a designer and writer working exclusively with the arts, I have seen how the arts community can work together and support one another.  I’ve seen artists support designers and designers support artists…I applaud and champion this type of networking and camaraderie. Isn’t the NEA a part of our community?  One thinks not after this announcement, given by NEA Chairman Rocco Landesman at a Miami high school (you know about high school…that place where kids go to learn?) which blatantly endorses design spec work.

NEA…I am very disappointed.